I found my pictures

I don't have much to say today, but I am so so so happy that I found the pictures of my Dad I have been searching for, for days! I am excited to post them on Facebook soon! It's crazy how so many years can go by from when someone dies, and it can still feel just like yesterday when you were together. I miss my Dad a lot and wish he could be here today to see the way my life is turning out...so many times I have wished he was here to hug me or say he was proud of me or for just once to hear my Daddy say I love you...I often wonder why he died, and though I may never truly know, I know God had a plan in it, a plan for my good and His glory...(see how it always comes back to that!) I do know that God's word say He will be a father to the fatherless(Psalm 68:5, Psalm 40:17, etc...), and that He lightens the load of the fatherless(Psalm146:9), and when I read these verses, I feel more peace about losing my Dad....I mean if he lightens the load of the fatherless, I don't even want to imagine what my life could have been if my Dad was still here...and just as God is my perfect husband, he is my perfect father..He loves me and cares for me far more than my Dad ever could have....Thank you Lord for loving me for being my Daddy, until the day we meet in heaven, I can close my eyes and imagine your sweet loving embrace....you are my perfect Father....I love you...